Viimeinen aamu

Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Love me or hate me, I walk alone
Been called a monster, called a demon, called a freak
I'm not an idol, not an angel, not a saint
I walk alone, I always have, I'm not ashamed
A living nightmare from the cradle to the grave

And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
I feel like I'm slipping away

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day

Here I am at the end of me
Tryin' to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope


Dear mother, I love you
I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough

Dear father, forgive me
'Cause in your eyes, I just never added up
In my heart I know I failed you

Dear brother, just don't hate me
For never standing by you or being by your side

Dear sister, please don't blame me
I only did what I thought was truly right
It's a long and lonely road, when you know you walk alone

I feel like running away, I'm still so far from home
You say that I'll never change but what the fuck do you know?
I'll burn it all to the ground before I let you in
Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now.
I remember everything.

Saanhan jo ottaa purkillisen pillereitä viinalla alas
ja lähtä junaradalle hortoilemaan. Saanhan?